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It was really adorable; this freshman girl, Hannah, asked my friend Emma and me the question: "Why are lesbians lesbian?" She's originally from Africa but moved here a year ago. It lead to Emma and I telling her that women are just so damn attractive! Of course Emma is bi but she could add her own opinions. And from there we ended up discussing lesbian sex acts and such with her.

Isn't it terrible? I'm not sure if it is. If anything, she's being exposed to something that she'd otherwise remain clueless to and it should be good that she's learning these different things now, that way she won't be caught up in bigoted views later on in life. At least I'd hope that I'm going to play a part in what view she'll have of the "gay agenda" when she gets older. Having queer friends, straight people tend to be more sympathetic to equal rights in regards to the LGBTQIA community.


I wonder how to correctly describe myself.

As for gender identity, I've always been female. I've never had any desire to become male. And I'm most definitely lesbian; sexually, emotionally, physically, and romantically, I am attracted to the female body. Now, looking back on the time when I called myself straight, even then, I was never entirely attracted to men sexually. I could sort of imagine sex but I really didn't know what to think of their distinct male sexual organ - the penis. And now, the idea of a man's penis just makes me cringe and shudder.

Physically, I would probably be a "chapstick" lesbian. I'm generally very femme; I love bright colours, dresses, makeup, skirts, and just looking sexy. But I definitely can't dress like that all the time and most days I'm wearing a loose tee, jeans, cute ballet flats, and my glasses with no make up on. But I still feel very much femme. In that regard, you could say I'm a "lipstick" lesbian, but for the fact that I dress slightly masculine with the loose fitting tees and jeans and the no make up thing. Eh.

In regards to whether I'm attracted to butches or femmes: it really just depends. In my high school there are a few very attractive butch girls, but primarily femmes attracted my attention first. I'm definitely most attracted to brunettes, although I have found some damn gorgeous blondes (Anna Torv and Blake Lively). Brunettes with long wavy hair. The only downfall to that is, in my high school, any of those girls are straight. So disappointing. But I don't discriminate. If I find a girl attractive, I find her attractive; bottom line.

I'm sitting in my computer class right now and I'm listening to some students talk about the presidential election and I have to say that I strongly support the democratic party and Obama because of only a few majour issues: gay rights and abortion. Obama isn't directly supportive of same-sex marriage but between him and McCain, Obama is most likely to permit same-sex marriages in the future. And I'm extremely pro-choice and Obama supports it as well. And Palin makes my skin crawl. I just want her to fall off the face of this earth and burn in my personal version of hell... harsh, yes, but definitely how I feel all the same.

je suis un soleil lesbien.
xx ~ ria.

Labels: attraction, butch, femme, lesbian, obama, politics, queer, soleil lesbien